Survived christmas

Wow I thought I definitely did an entry around Christmas. Not that it matters but meh. I'd like to think someone reads this every now and then.

I haven't been drawing lately, which is understandable since I haven't been home, so there's not that much new to post here. And it always feel so empty to not post anything here.

I should probably redesign some too. not that it matters much but it almost feels like what I have now was a hasty job. I rather make space fishes in that case. Also I think daethorian was dead on choosing only one fish for the design.

Ahhh, well. Christmas was fine. When I called my dad he was just about to call me, I think we do that a lot because sometimes when I try to call him I get the busy tone and then he calls. This time I was first though. I got some food, but after that it hasn't been much. And I'm at my limit :/ but more food awaits me over new year! as I will be at a location with a store. Whee!

My head gets dizzy when I write, so I'll end it here.

G'night

Fever.. AGAIN

I promised myself I wouldn't speak about my health any more, but it dominates my life at the moment. I have a slight fever 37,8○C (compared to my normal 35,9) and I can feel that I'm not going to feel too well tonight

I wasn't feeling good yesterday or the day before that. I guess I just have to suck it up, but I'm not happy, feeling like this. Also I have found a suspicious lump in my throat, outside of the thyroid and the sinew holding the head in place. I only have it on the right side and not the left. Also, it wasn't there before.

I hope my time at the doctor will come soon. I'm off to bed now though.

G'night

Working it out

I'm a bag of skin with bones in it. If I hit something it's the bone against the inside of the skin that hurts rather than the impact on the outside of it.

But I'm working on. Tomorrow is my meeting with the social worker lady. Can't say I look forward to it. This month has been shamelessly poor for me since I haven't received the payment from the unemployment-thing. Half this month's budget is gone. I am not going to make it if I don't get those money, and the people at the unemployment station haven't responded to any of my mails. In fact, I haven't heard from them in almost two months. I think it's rather alarming and uncomfortable.

But I am looking forward to going away over Christmas and new years. I will be served with cooking orders so I am ensured to eat properly. I can't wait to cook for more than two.

It's hard trying to keep up and at it. But I will keep doing my best. I want my muscles and health back.

Cheers!

Working in a coal mine

Well.. I am going on with my work. Done a lot of Guild Wars stuff lately. I have started on a small project called "real women" and I have made the first sketch. It needs some work still though before the finished lineart and colouring process.

The pproject is basically just drawing women as they actually look, even though they are drawings (one has to refine some, otherwise it is not going to end well unless you do really good with realism, and I don't) and show off how beautiful they are as non stick figures or retushed beyond imagination. Shapeless women are boring, and women like Barbie are scary.

I have also been playing a lot of Guild Wars. I like strategy games :3

//Over and out.