Wednesday, August 25

Rant about HBT and homophobics

One thing I've never gotten is why people are so scared of gay people. Seriously, what's so scary about them? they are people, just like everyone else, the only difference is that they prefer to mate with their own gender. They're statistically less harmful than straight people (I dunno about bisexuals, maybe we're more dangerous than straights?) and they can't even reproduce! It's not like they're gonna breed up a new race of gays that will take over the world and shun, kill and torture those who will not convert to their way of living (like what christians do).

Ok, fine! I get that some people doesn't find it very nice to imagine (in example) two guys buttfucking. Well, I don't imagine a guy buttfucking a girl as very pleasant, but I don't go hatin' out on people who like it anal. Most don't like to imagine their parents have sex either (I think a higher percentage dislikes thinking about their parents fucking than gays fucking) but there's nothing wrong with parents having sex, that's how you were made and that's what you're preaching about how it should be.

I also want to point out that far from all gay sex involves anal sex or buttplay, but that seems to be the most vivid thing people like to think about when it comes to gay sex. Personally, I prefer to think of cosy girl on girl action as women are indeed the fairer sex. I feel a bit sorry for the gay guys who doesn't see it that way though, but boys need some loving too!

There seems to be that innate fear of getting raped by gay guys... Are you afraid because if you were gay, you'd mount anything in sight? In the gay world, it's far more common for bi-curious (straight men who want to try out a gay experience) men to rape the gays than the other way around. I know people getting stalked and assaulted with sexual propositions, just because they're gay! They aren't interested, but straight horny guys doesn't seem to care; they just want sex and doesn't care who it is. You should be more scared about straight people!

Ant the whole #god hates fags" business... God (if there is one, let's assume there is) created homosexuals, who are you to criticise his creation? And besides; it's not for you to judge anyway. If god hates fags he will deliver his judgements on them when the time comes. In the meantime, won't you at least try to follow you religion and love thy neighbour and not discriminate as god loves all, and thy should too?

And that brings us to the whole "gays shouldn't be allowed to marry". Fine if your religion doesn't want to wed them in their church/mosque/shrine/holy house of prayer, but they deserve the legal rights of a civil marriage. How do you get affected by Lisa and Jane marrying and Jerry and Kevin vs. Jerry and Lisa, Kevin and Jane? It doesn't affect you at all, unless you intent to violate the laws and spy on them when they get lovey-dovey.

And gays kissing/holding hands in public? Well, I think it's more ugly when fat ugly straight lardos shows their affection in public, hinting that they're gonna mate and bring forth even more hideous offspring, doomed to obesity from the start. Just knowing there are so many ugly (ugly and fat is to me relevant to personality; if you're a bad person, you're ugly) straight people out there that can and WILL procreate with the worse possible mate genetically, personality wise as well as behaviour wise gives me the creeps. I hate humanity as it is, I don't need more ignorant homophobes in this world who thinks it's more important that gays can't marry than curing cancer.

I'm being very harsh here, and I'll give you that, but I really don't like people with a horrible personality, and whom are ignorant and narrow minded. What's so scary about gays? It's straight people that are the most scary; they take away your right to love, they decide your bloody death and they will hurt you, physically and mentally. They will also take away your every right to give an orphan a loving home as well as all your good will to be a good citizen. And they will kill you for falling in love.

"I don't like gays but I wouldn't kill them" you say? Well, your passive aggressiveness and contribute to maim, slaughter and reduce their human rights is fuelling the rage of those who actually will take a bat in its hands and go beat the brains out of a person who is gay, or rape a woman just because she happens to fancy the fairer sex. You have a collective responsibility to show that it's not right to hurt another human being, and you can start by enabling gays the human rights everyone else has, like marrying and having a family.

I'm not gay, I'm bisexual. Actually, I'm only attracted to a person's mind, hence I don't care what package that mind comes in; male or female, "pretty" or "ugly", black, white, yellow or tanned. I happen to be in a heterosexual relationship right now, even though I don't really consider it as such; I'm just in a relationship with someone I love, thus I'm lucky. I don't want to be raped because I like to motorboat bosoms and please a girl if I love her. I don't want to be killed because I'm unisex when it comes to love. I just want you to mind your own business and leave me be.


Long entry is long.
Insensitive me is insensitive.
Homophobic people are littering the human society.

G'night.

Monday, August 23

Politics and Dreams of a Future

If I ever would go into politics I'd go into a dictatorship that will lead to world domination, then I'd only use the top experts to help me decide in the important matters, and I would distribute the world wealth evenly. And once the world is turned into a place where no old helpless woman will shake in fear of getting bombed, everyone is well educated enough to realize that when help ourselves by helping others. After that, I'd let democracy resume. This is how God must feel... "Why did I let them decide for themselves? I told them the most important thing is to LOVE, LOVE!!!" Sorry for the slight blasphemy guys.

I'm really fed up with ignorant closeminded people expecting "we should close off our countries just live we've shut off our minds, then all of our countries problems will be solved!" to actually work. Communication is the only way to advance! If we don't help other we can't help ourselves. If we don't bring people out of poverty, we will never stop getting mugged, robbed or killed. Three of me could live like kings on an executive's salary, and still leave enough money for the executive to live a decent life. That does not mean we should let three of me leach on an executive's salary, but that we could/should use those money to create three new jobs, for people like me.

I really don't get why they put tax reductions on people who can afford it, when someone like me have to pay taxes even though I have almost no income. If I didn't pay any taxes, I could live off of a part time job. Which in my case would solve my issue with not being able to support myself with a full time job due to my poor health and I wouldn't have to go crawling with the tail between my legs to the social service for welfare money every month. AND I could afford to wait for the medical care I need but don't get.

Why do we save money where we have to put money? How do they expect ill people to get well when there's no healthcare?!

ARGH! These politicians drive me nuts! And the people voting for them make me even madder! It's because of the voters that the politicians get so wish-washy.


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And to leave the politics...

I want to be able to support myself on my art. Someday I wanna make a website that's successful (perhaps with a webcomic :3) and that's not clustered with commercial. The ads that exist there will all be created by me too, to make the site even more unanimous, and I get money for creating the ads, thus reduce the need even further to put in a lot of commercials.

I miss making comics, quite a lot. I used to make many comics, but nowadays I don't draw any comics at all. Mainly because the one person I wanted to show my comics to stopped seeing me. Loosing friends is such a tragic thing for someone who doesn't have very many.


Yesterday I finished my first real commission for real money. (pic related) It's a pic for the title card of Tanukis youtube bake-a-longs. Check them out if you want to and love retro baking.

In other annoying news; my computer mouse is now completely unusable, and my keyboard is also going unusable. Typing is frustrating, and I type a lot. So tomorrow I'm checking out new keyboards.

Now I am off to try to learn more CSS. Making websites, YAY!

~Off~

Saturday, August 21

Unicorns! :3


This is kinda how I feel today. Except I haven't started drawing yet. I hope once I do I'll feel happy tingly inspired joy! Or at least not as bored and dull as I am feeling right now. (The comic strip is made by: http://jollyjack.deviantart.com/)

And in other news; I've gotten my first real commission that's not a Guild Wars Commission for in game money. I am completely psyched about it and am gonna put down as much effort into it as I can :3 Wish me luck!

I'm considering going to buy the computer parts for the computer I am going to build tomorrow. Those they have in stock at least; seems like they have the parts I want scattered over the stores and the internet shop. We'll see what I do. I'm in a discussion with my "computer expert" about switching to other parts that they have in stock.

Now I'm off to doodle away!

Thursday, August 19

Workin' on mah art skills



About what's up in my life right now:

So, I'm currently working on my to become the most detailed scenery pic I've ever made, the attached image is after working on it for 7h straight.




And I just love electronic music, here is a very nice cover of Bad romance. Too bad they aren't that good at singing.


http://humon.deviantart.com/
I just love these comics about the stereotypes of the norse countries as seen from denmark ^^

Other than that I've been struggling with trying to install the sims 2. I love making custom stuff by editing the textures :3 It was hell to get my computer set straight.

I've also decided that I'm going to build myself a new computer. We'll see how it goes, but gholen was kind enough to give me some spare parts. Big image files with high dpi, HERE I COME! :D

It's morning now, but lately I have been going to bed around now as I've had a complete change of day rythm. Yesterday I turned it straight, but I still feel like going to bed now. I think I overstrained myself by staying up, so now I need to nap during the day anyway. I feel like an old geezer.

So anyway, now I'm gonna wait for time to turn 11 so that I can order pizza!

Buh-buy!

Friday, August 6

Livestream!


Sooo... Today I tried doing some livestream, and I actually got 3 viewers for a while! The pic related to this entry is what I drew.

If you're interested in watching me draw you can find what I drew in my "latest videos" right under the streamer. My livestream channel.

I'm still learning my new tablet but it's helluva much better than my old one (sorry old tablet, I love you anyway) and I enjoy working with it a lot. It's both good and bad it's a third the size of my old one though.

I transferred the photos from the camera today too, but I didn't really have any time to play around with them in photoshop.

And today's forecast has been THUNDER! And a big dash of LIGHTNING! And it's been very cosy.

That's it I guess... My back hurts so I'm gonna go lay down, massage it and sleep.

G'night.

Tuesday, August 3

Back and alive

I am back from the trip up north. Actually I came home one week ago monday, but I didn't get home to my apartment with internet access until saturday. After that I've been trying to catch up with all of internet. Surprisingly much and surprisingly little happens in a month. I come home to find that onemanga.com closed down. Well; the manga part at least. Now it's just a library of "you cannot has". A pity the Mangakas (the authors of the mangas) decided that scanlations of unlicenced manga is a no go anymore.

I have about 400 photographs from my trip up north. Some of them I'm really happy with, others I am going to delete as soon as I checked them on the computer. I haven't had time to transfer them from camera to computer yet, so bare with me ok? They'll come any day now.

Now I'm gonna go back to my sleepyness. Good night.